1st entry

I spent the majority of this weekend in Starkville and thank goodness I did. I would have gone completely crazy if I had stayed at MC all weekend. There was so much to do, so many people here, and pretty much all my friends high school. It was fun to be with all them seeing how I never get to hang out with any of them anymore.

I have really been trying to give MC a chance, but I just think I would be so much happier at Mississippi State. I'm glad that I am getting to play college golf, but more and more I'm starting to think that it isn't worth it. I would be having the time of my life with all my friends and everyone I've met in Starkville if I was going to State. I know so many more people there than MC it's ridiculous.

The longer I have been living at MC the worse and worse I want to be at State. Its just the fact that the reason I am at MC is to play golf and now I'm getting tired of it. It just doesn't seem worth it to be giving up all my friends and the stuff I like to do to be doing something that I don't enjoy anything like I used to. I still like playing golf and everything I just don't like always feeling like I'm competing and being under pressure to play good. I've been under pressure to play good for six years and its getting really old.