Second blog post

Well not a whole lot happened this week, which is not surprising at all. MC continues to get more and more boring every week. It's not that I think its boring because there's no parties and stuff like that its really just that isn't anything at all to do. I really did not expect for college to be more boring than high school was. Just saying that sounds ridiculous if you ask me.

The only thing interesting that did happen was our golf tournament. When I was playing in the tournament was probably the first time I have had fun here and wanted to be here since I moved here. I wasn't even playing that good it was just good to be back in a tournament. It had been a long time since I had played in a team golf tournament.

This really got me thinking about whether I want to stay here or not. At first thought it is no where near enough to keep me down here, but I've been thinking about it more and more. Not playing competitive golf would be a very strange thing for me and I just don't know if I want to do that. I've been playing golf tournaments for the last six years and to just stop would be such a change. This makes my decision to stay or transfer a lot harder than it was about a week ago.

1st entry

I spent the majority of this weekend in Starkville and thank goodness I did. I would have gone completely crazy if I had stayed at MC all weekend. There was so much to do, so many people here, and pretty much all my friends high school. It was fun to be with all them seeing how I never get to hang out with any of them anymore.

I have really been trying to give MC a chance, but I just think I would be so much happier at Mississippi State. I'm glad that I am getting to play college golf, but more and more I'm starting to think that it isn't worth it. I would be having the time of my life with all my friends and everyone I've met in Starkville if I was going to State. I know so many more people there than MC it's ridiculous.

The longer I have been living at MC the worse and worse I want to be at State. Its just the fact that the reason I am at MC is to play golf and now I'm getting tired of it. It just doesn't seem worth it to be giving up all my friends and the stuff I like to do to be doing something that I don't enjoy anything like I used to. I still like playing golf and everything I just don't like always feeling like I'm competing and being under pressure to play good. I've been under pressure to play good for six years and its getting really old.